Future Unclear

Locked down,
Shut in,
Trapped,
Barred,
Not a key holder.

Stuck,
On edge,
Unable,
Faulted,
Mistakes, to shoulder.

Defeated,
Broken,
Censored,
Wallowing,
As life feels colder.

Unsure,
Ill-prepared,
Lost,
In shambles,
Dread getting older.